daratgirl
08-01-2008, 10:02 PM
my story please read
Hello to all. My Femme name is derra
I am approximately six feet tall and weigh about 155 pounds.
thin and very feminine built. Not manly at all. When i dress I do it to the fullest -
makeup, wig, nails, jewelery, thigh highs, garters, bras, panties,
skirts, tops - the whole nine yards. I try to
I was married for almost 5 years and during that
time my ex used to bitch that I was no good as a man but would be a great sissy or girl thean a man
and that w
During my marriage I was submissive and she was dominant.
A few months ago we were toying with the idea of starting up our own
Home Based XXX-Webcam business featuring me dressed and her and I
doing various acts in front of the web cam. the intent was to be
able to get paid for doing something we want to do. Unfortunately,
it is not as easy in reality as it is in theory. My credit is
trashed since my divorce and she has a million student loans she is
currently repaying which makes it impossible to get loans, open bank
accounts etc - all the things that we would NEED to be able to do to
set up a legal business.
My mother passed away in July and we ended up scrapping the webcam
idea. Obviously with the extra exoenses of helping my family recover
we have had ALOT of financial struggles. We are both currently
working full time at jobs we HATE making BARELY enough to survive,
but, NOT to be happy.
In the last few weeks we have only made love once or twice a week.
We used to have sex every single day. We need to earn more money to
be able to cut back hours at work and spend more time together.
Thus, here I am, at it again, TRYING to find a way to make some
money by doing what we WANT to do, what we LIKE to do.
Here I will describe what a typical day in our house is like on days
when we have off and do NOT have to work.
Picture me, fully done up ,completely shaved from head to toe, toe
nails and fingernails painted whore red, makeup done like a slut,
and some sexy, skimpy nighty. I have boobs and I am in
a pair of tight, thong painties. My "Clit" is in chastity under
those panties. We modified a Downy Ball (little ball you add fabric
softener to and mix in with your wash) so that my package fits
snugly inside and trust me NOTHING you do, short of taking it off
will allow you to feel anything. We have a drain hole and plug so I
can pee BUT also so when I am encased we fill it with a lidocaine
based liquid so that I am COMPLETELY numb down there. So not only
can I not get to anything but I cant even FEEL anything there. Kind
of ADDS to the female fantasy thing. If I had a pussy I wouldn't
feel the things I NORMALLY feel down there. Plus she loves knowing
that I am "Put away" till she deems fit to play.
Upon waking I freshen myself up in the bathroom. Making myself look
and feel like a presentable girl.
She and I do NOT live as dominant and submissive. rather like two
lesbain lovers.
When i am en femme she treats me completely like a woman, but also
as an equal.
Throughout the day we will partake in various sexual acts. Sometimes
she is playing with my body. Perhaps stretching out my "pussy" using
various techniques - the latest being douching my "pussy" till it si
10000% cleaned out and then shoving up to 8 super absorbancy tampons
inside me and then tying all the strings to a pad lock. That way I
am CONSTANTLY aware that I am spread as wide as possible inside and
each and every tiniest of movements causes the lock to sway and
remind me I am stuffed like a girl could be.
We do extremely sexual stuff but we also do very girly, lovey type
things like back rubs and brushing eachothers hair, etc etc.
We have a hollow strap on which sometimes she fucks me with and
sometimes as an added torment she will put me inside it and secure
it to my body with a series of cock rings and ball spreaders and
therefore I can fuck but not feel it (the strap on is very thick)
Plus she likes that ti looks like I am a girl with a strapon.
Anyway, these are just very basic ideas I am touching on.
We play as much as possible whenever we get the chance.
Unfortunately, lately, we get those chances less and less.
The reason I am writing this is to ask if there is ANYONE out there
who has ANY ideas on how we can make money doing what we like?
Idealy we would want to do a webcam thing where we could get paid a
fee for permenent access. Instead of paying a recurring monthly fee,
just pay us a one time flat fee and then have permanent, unlimited
access. In the idea stage we figure we could iffer US doing whatever
we do, stories, pictures, movies and of course we have HUNDREDS of
hours of every possible type of porn you can imagine.
We are very open to almost anything. We have even talked about
maybe, if we could start this thing up, invitng other girls like me
to PARTICIPATE with us. There is alot we wnat to do but do not know
how to do. Plus we are both VERY private and choose NOT to share
this side of our lives with just everyone and anyone.
So, essentially what we want to do is, discretely, start up
SOMETHING where we can dress up and play and get paid to do it.
Does anyone have ANY suggestions or ideas? Anyone out there willing
to pay to see things? If so, what?
We are easy - if anyone out there were to say they would pay to see
something than THAT is what we would do. We desperately need money.
She, we are even at the point where we have discussed her whoring me
out so to speak. Now we all know sex for sale is illegal, so, it
would need to be set up so that the sex would just be considered
a "Fringe Benefit" so to speak.
Again, as you hopefuly can see, we are pretty open to almost
anything that would allow us to have me en femme and getting paid.
We have set up a special email address. THIS email I am using to
send the email is for ALL the lists on Yahoo that I belong to and I
would never be able to differentiate between mass emails and an
individual email.
SO P L E A S E .......There are plenty of pics of me at ..........
THIS IS NOT AN ADD FORUM TELL YOUR STORY AND MOVE ON.............
comsmith
Hello to all. My Femme name is derra
I am approximately six feet tall and weigh about 155 pounds.
thin and very feminine built. Not manly at all. When i dress I do it to the fullest -
makeup, wig, nails, jewelery, thigh highs, garters, bras, panties,
skirts, tops - the whole nine yards. I try to
I was married for almost 5 years and during that
time my ex used to bitch that I was no good as a man but would be a great sissy or girl thean a man
and that w
During my marriage I was submissive and she was dominant.
A few months ago we were toying with the idea of starting up our own
Home Based XXX-Webcam business featuring me dressed and her and I
doing various acts in front of the web cam. the intent was to be
able to get paid for doing something we want to do. Unfortunately,
it is not as easy in reality as it is in theory. My credit is
trashed since my divorce and she has a million student loans she is
currently repaying which makes it impossible to get loans, open bank
accounts etc - all the things that we would NEED to be able to do to
set up a legal business.
My mother passed away in July and we ended up scrapping the webcam
idea. Obviously with the extra exoenses of helping my family recover
we have had ALOT of financial struggles. We are both currently
working full time at jobs we HATE making BARELY enough to survive,
but, NOT to be happy.
In the last few weeks we have only made love once or twice a week.
We used to have sex every single day. We need to earn more money to
be able to cut back hours at work and spend more time together.
Thus, here I am, at it again, TRYING to find a way to make some
money by doing what we WANT to do, what we LIKE to do.
Here I will describe what a typical day in our house is like on days
when we have off and do NOT have to work.
Picture me, fully done up ,completely shaved from head to toe, toe
nails and fingernails painted whore red, makeup done like a slut,
and some sexy, skimpy nighty. I have boobs and I am in
a pair of tight, thong painties. My "Clit" is in chastity under
those panties. We modified a Downy Ball (little ball you add fabric
softener to and mix in with your wash) so that my package fits
snugly inside and trust me NOTHING you do, short of taking it off
will allow you to feel anything. We have a drain hole and plug so I
can pee BUT also so when I am encased we fill it with a lidocaine
based liquid so that I am COMPLETELY numb down there. So not only
can I not get to anything but I cant even FEEL anything there. Kind
of ADDS to the female fantasy thing. If I had a pussy I wouldn't
feel the things I NORMALLY feel down there. Plus she loves knowing
that I am "Put away" till she deems fit to play.
Upon waking I freshen myself up in the bathroom. Making myself look
and feel like a presentable girl.
She and I do NOT live as dominant and submissive. rather like two
lesbain lovers.
When i am en femme she treats me completely like a woman, but also
as an equal.
Throughout the day we will partake in various sexual acts. Sometimes
she is playing with my body. Perhaps stretching out my "pussy" using
various techniques - the latest being douching my "pussy" till it si
10000% cleaned out and then shoving up to 8 super absorbancy tampons
inside me and then tying all the strings to a pad lock. That way I
am CONSTANTLY aware that I am spread as wide as possible inside and
each and every tiniest of movements causes the lock to sway and
remind me I am stuffed like a girl could be.
We do extremely sexual stuff but we also do very girly, lovey type
things like back rubs and brushing eachothers hair, etc etc.
We have a hollow strap on which sometimes she fucks me with and
sometimes as an added torment she will put me inside it and secure
it to my body with a series of cock rings and ball spreaders and
therefore I can fuck but not feel it (the strap on is very thick)
Plus she likes that ti looks like I am a girl with a strapon.
Anyway, these are just very basic ideas I am touching on.
We play as much as possible whenever we get the chance.
Unfortunately, lately, we get those chances less and less.
The reason I am writing this is to ask if there is ANYONE out there
who has ANY ideas on how we can make money doing what we like?
Idealy we would want to do a webcam thing where we could get paid a
fee for permenent access. Instead of paying a recurring monthly fee,
just pay us a one time flat fee and then have permanent, unlimited
access. In the idea stage we figure we could iffer US doing whatever
we do, stories, pictures, movies and of course we have HUNDREDS of
hours of every possible type of porn you can imagine.
We are very open to almost anything. We have even talked about
maybe, if we could start this thing up, invitng other girls like me
to PARTICIPATE with us. There is alot we wnat to do but do not know
how to do. Plus we are both VERY private and choose NOT to share
this side of our lives with just everyone and anyone.
So, essentially what we want to do is, discretely, start up
SOMETHING where we can dress up and play and get paid to do it.
Does anyone have ANY suggestions or ideas? Anyone out there willing
to pay to see things? If so, what?
We are easy - if anyone out there were to say they would pay to see
something than THAT is what we would do. We desperately need money.
She, we are even at the point where we have discussed her whoring me
out so to speak. Now we all know sex for sale is illegal, so, it
would need to be set up so that the sex would just be considered
a "Fringe Benefit" so to speak.
Again, as you hopefuly can see, we are pretty open to almost
anything that would allow us to have me en femme and getting paid.
We have set up a special email address. THIS email I am using to
send the email is for ALL the lists on Yahoo that I belong to and I
would never be able to differentiate between mass emails and an
individual email.
SO P L E A S E .......There are plenty of pics of me at ..........
THIS IS NOT AN ADD FORUM TELL YOUR STORY AND MOVE ON.............
comsmith