comsmith
12-21-2007, 03:35 PM
As Max's parties went, this was pretty much the usual. He calls them "Meet and Greets". I call them "Novocains". Of course, I would never tell Max that. It's just that they have this irritating tendency to deaden all my senses. My current lover has his own Los Angeles-based public relations firm with an A-list cast of corporate and entertainment industry clients. As Max's 'hostess', I rub elbows with some of the heaviest hitters in both genres and listen intently to stories about this deal or that project. Mind you, I am not entirely disinterested in what they have to say. Every once in a while, I pick up a tidbit of information, that will do my own career in the entertainment industry some good. All of Max's guests are familiar with my work, of course - even if the mainstream does not embrace my particular 'niche'. I bet there are more of my DVDs in bedrooms across America than any of the A-Listers.
I had been through good times and bad. Once, I had been a successful P.R. consultant myself, a partner in a smaller, but thriving agency. My participation in that business had evaporated even as my marriage had. In fact, it was because of the events that occurred towards the end of that union that both my career and the marriage itself had foundered. I lost everything, including my pride. I had to scramble then, do things I wouldn't have dreamt of doing before, just to keep a roof over my head and food in my mouth.
Max had come into my life about that time. At first, he was a 'date' like the others - but there the resemblance ended. I never revealed my history to him and haven't to this day. I don't know why, really. He would probably find it amusing. True, he isn't exactly an All-American stud. That's all right with me; I get more than enough in my line of work. Still, he is an attractive man, generous of spirit, an understanding and compassionate lover and all-around nice guy - not to mention being filthy rich. And, he wanted me on more than just a random basis. He was exactly the person I needed at the time. I snatched him up before one of the other girls could sink her claws into him and have never looked back. He was and continues to be good to me and I reciprocate in full measure.
So, if I tend to be a little 'overdone' for Max's parties - the little next-to-nothing of a dress that reveals, rather than conceals, the stockings, sky-high heels, makeup, hair, and ultra-long siren's nails right out of one of my videos - who is to complain? Not me, certainly, or Max. His regular 'cast of characters' take it well, too. In fact, almost every one of them has taken it quite well - and dished it out, too.
I spied Gayle across the crowded room. She was putting the moves on what I imagined to be her Flavor of the Month. Actually, he was really good-looking. She was still the same attractive sable-eyed brunette beauty I remembered. It was inevitable Gayle would eventually show up at one of Max's parties. The two of them were in the same line of work - as competitors. That wouldn't keep her off Max's guest list. He doesn't hold grudges; with his annual billings, he doesn't need to. Max had spoken of her, saying her agency had been on life support since her husband/partner had suddenly walked out on her. The buzz around town was, the firm had lost its creative edge with his departure, was hemorrhaging clients - and that Gayle was only one good contract away from turning off the lights and calling it quits.
I was blonder now than the last time she had seen me. My lips were fuller and plusher, my nose smaller and turned up, my cheekbones much more prominent. My tits and ass were fuller, too; a lot fuller. Still, I could tell she recognized me immediately. There was a mixture of emotions in her expression, but shock shown most clearly. I merely smiled demurely and continued the conversation I was in, making no attempt to approach her.
Sometime later, between conversations, I sensed her behind me before she said a word. I would know that perfume anywhere.
"Hello Gayle," I cooed, then turned around to face her. "So lovely to see you again after all this time."
"Hello Len," she replied haltingly. "May we... talk?"
"It's Leanne now, Leanne Lewis. You know that. You named me. Or should I say, you re-named me?"
"Sorry... Leanne. I - I have a couple of your DVDs. You are really something else."
"My bank account thanks you and so do I," I purred.
"I just wanted to say you look... really good."
"Thank you again," I replied sincerely. "I feel good about myself, too. Better than I have felt in a long time."
"How do you know Max?", she inquired. I told her the truth - mostly.
"Oh, he's a fan. He invites me to these little soirees to act as 'hostess'. He has been helping me out in my career for almost a year."
"Almost a year," Gayle repeated thoughtfully. "A couple of months after you left.... When you walked out, disappeared like that, I was... worried about you. I was afraid something had happened to you."
I stepped closer to her and lowered my voice, making sure only she would be able to hear my words. I summoned up every once of venom I had been storing up for the last fourteen months, awaiting this very moment.
"Now listen up, Bitch. Something did happen to me. You happened to me. Your affair with - what is his name? Craig? - happened to me. Your subsequent guilt trip, which caused you to transform me into 'Leanne', happened to me. I went through that transformation so willingly because you convinced me you wanted that for us, to bring us closer together."
"I did want to bring us closer together," she pleaded.
"Don't even try to lay that lame claim on me," I retorted. "If it had been about 'us', 'us' would have been consulted about Craig. 'Us' would have had some input on your little peccadillo. 'Us' would have been leveled with from the start about your real reasons for wanting me to become a woman. 'Us' would have been treated like a human being, instead of first, a cuckold, then a Barbie Doll.
"You say it was about 'us', but in reality it was about you wanting me to understand a woman's desires first-hand, you wanting to take away my masculinity so I wouldn't be mad about you shacking up with Craig. It was about how good Craig's cock felt in your cunt, and how you wanted to revise our marriage vows to make you feel better about breaking them. It was about you assuming if I became a woman, I would feel the same way you did about needing 'stud service'."
"You didn't have to leave," Gayle countered. "We could have worked it out."
"Says YOU!", I parried. "Could 'we' have put me back the way I had been? Could 'we' have looked in the mirror and pretended the whole thing never happened? I loved you. I trusted you. You betrayed both. If our roles had been reversed, you would have been out the door like a speeding bullet, just as I was. You know why? WOMEN don't like to be betrayed, either! WOMEN don't like to be toyed with, the way you toyed with me. I hope your little indiscretion is good for you, Sweetheart. All it cost was our marriage and my manhood - factors that obviously didn't weigh heavily on your mind at the time."
"I never wanted to hurt you," she whispered beseechingly.
"Oh, please," I sneered, "do not lay that crap on me, either. How could you think what you did would not hurt me? I don't mean the physical discomfort of the transformation. I mean the betrayal itself, then finding out the reasons you gave for my transformation were nothing but lies. Answer: you were thinking with your 'little head', just like women accuse men of doing. Except it wasn't me doing the cheating, was it? In fact, I NEVER DID.
"As if that wasn't bad enough, you then filed your divorce papers and took away everything I had ever worked for, sweated blood to earn. That, more than anything else, told me everything I needed to know about what you felt for me."
"I couldn't share it with you," she railed. "I didn't know where to find you. I didn't know if you were dead or alive."
"You didn't honestly expect me to tell you, did you? After what you had already done? And give you another shot at me? The really sad part is, if you had trusted me enough to tell me, I probably would have gone along with it. I loved you that much. I don't know if we would have stayed together, but at least we might not have had to go through all this.
"For the record, 'all this' isn't so bad anymore. In fact, I'm really enjoying it now. The work is easy, the money is great, and I get all the sex I want. By the way, I couldn't help but notice Craig isn't with you tonight. He wasn't... available?"
Her eyes blazed.
"Don't you get it? It was a fling. It was never meant to last. You were never supposed to find out."
I simply shook my head in amazement.
"You are a complete idiot," I intoned, "or the coldest, most uncaring, sadistic bitch on the planet. Pardon me for being an intelligent, observant human being who finally saw through your little scheme, caught you literally in the act in our bed and spoiled your Grand Design. If I was never supposed to find out, why were you so careless? Did the danger of me catching you make it that much more thrilling? Why couldn't you have just had your 'fling' with your 'real man' in some cheap motel and left it at that? Wouldn't that have been humiliation enough? What did I ever do to you to deserve this?"
I had been through good times and bad. Once, I had been a successful P.R. consultant myself, a partner in a smaller, but thriving agency. My participation in that business had evaporated even as my marriage had. In fact, it was because of the events that occurred towards the end of that union that both my career and the marriage itself had foundered. I lost everything, including my pride. I had to scramble then, do things I wouldn't have dreamt of doing before, just to keep a roof over my head and food in my mouth.
Max had come into my life about that time. At first, he was a 'date' like the others - but there the resemblance ended. I never revealed my history to him and haven't to this day. I don't know why, really. He would probably find it amusing. True, he isn't exactly an All-American stud. That's all right with me; I get more than enough in my line of work. Still, he is an attractive man, generous of spirit, an understanding and compassionate lover and all-around nice guy - not to mention being filthy rich. And, he wanted me on more than just a random basis. He was exactly the person I needed at the time. I snatched him up before one of the other girls could sink her claws into him and have never looked back. He was and continues to be good to me and I reciprocate in full measure.
So, if I tend to be a little 'overdone' for Max's parties - the little next-to-nothing of a dress that reveals, rather than conceals, the stockings, sky-high heels, makeup, hair, and ultra-long siren's nails right out of one of my videos - who is to complain? Not me, certainly, or Max. His regular 'cast of characters' take it well, too. In fact, almost every one of them has taken it quite well - and dished it out, too.
I spied Gayle across the crowded room. She was putting the moves on what I imagined to be her Flavor of the Month. Actually, he was really good-looking. She was still the same attractive sable-eyed brunette beauty I remembered. It was inevitable Gayle would eventually show up at one of Max's parties. The two of them were in the same line of work - as competitors. That wouldn't keep her off Max's guest list. He doesn't hold grudges; with his annual billings, he doesn't need to. Max had spoken of her, saying her agency had been on life support since her husband/partner had suddenly walked out on her. The buzz around town was, the firm had lost its creative edge with his departure, was hemorrhaging clients - and that Gayle was only one good contract away from turning off the lights and calling it quits.
I was blonder now than the last time she had seen me. My lips were fuller and plusher, my nose smaller and turned up, my cheekbones much more prominent. My tits and ass were fuller, too; a lot fuller. Still, I could tell she recognized me immediately. There was a mixture of emotions in her expression, but shock shown most clearly. I merely smiled demurely and continued the conversation I was in, making no attempt to approach her.
Sometime later, between conversations, I sensed her behind me before she said a word. I would know that perfume anywhere.
"Hello Gayle," I cooed, then turned around to face her. "So lovely to see you again after all this time."
"Hello Len," she replied haltingly. "May we... talk?"
"It's Leanne now, Leanne Lewis. You know that. You named me. Or should I say, you re-named me?"
"Sorry... Leanne. I - I have a couple of your DVDs. You are really something else."
"My bank account thanks you and so do I," I purred.
"I just wanted to say you look... really good."
"Thank you again," I replied sincerely. "I feel good about myself, too. Better than I have felt in a long time."
"How do you know Max?", she inquired. I told her the truth - mostly.
"Oh, he's a fan. He invites me to these little soirees to act as 'hostess'. He has been helping me out in my career for almost a year."
"Almost a year," Gayle repeated thoughtfully. "A couple of months after you left.... When you walked out, disappeared like that, I was... worried about you. I was afraid something had happened to you."
I stepped closer to her and lowered my voice, making sure only she would be able to hear my words. I summoned up every once of venom I had been storing up for the last fourteen months, awaiting this very moment.
"Now listen up, Bitch. Something did happen to me. You happened to me. Your affair with - what is his name? Craig? - happened to me. Your subsequent guilt trip, which caused you to transform me into 'Leanne', happened to me. I went through that transformation so willingly because you convinced me you wanted that for us, to bring us closer together."
"I did want to bring us closer together," she pleaded.
"Don't even try to lay that lame claim on me," I retorted. "If it had been about 'us', 'us' would have been consulted about Craig. 'Us' would have had some input on your little peccadillo. 'Us' would have been leveled with from the start about your real reasons for wanting me to become a woman. 'Us' would have been treated like a human being, instead of first, a cuckold, then a Barbie Doll.
"You say it was about 'us', but in reality it was about you wanting me to understand a woman's desires first-hand, you wanting to take away my masculinity so I wouldn't be mad about you shacking up with Craig. It was about how good Craig's cock felt in your cunt, and how you wanted to revise our marriage vows to make you feel better about breaking them. It was about you assuming if I became a woman, I would feel the same way you did about needing 'stud service'."
"You didn't have to leave," Gayle countered. "We could have worked it out."
"Says YOU!", I parried. "Could 'we' have put me back the way I had been? Could 'we' have looked in the mirror and pretended the whole thing never happened? I loved you. I trusted you. You betrayed both. If our roles had been reversed, you would have been out the door like a speeding bullet, just as I was. You know why? WOMEN don't like to be betrayed, either! WOMEN don't like to be toyed with, the way you toyed with me. I hope your little indiscretion is good for you, Sweetheart. All it cost was our marriage and my manhood - factors that obviously didn't weigh heavily on your mind at the time."
"I never wanted to hurt you," she whispered beseechingly.
"Oh, please," I sneered, "do not lay that crap on me, either. How could you think what you did would not hurt me? I don't mean the physical discomfort of the transformation. I mean the betrayal itself, then finding out the reasons you gave for my transformation were nothing but lies. Answer: you were thinking with your 'little head', just like women accuse men of doing. Except it wasn't me doing the cheating, was it? In fact, I NEVER DID.
"As if that wasn't bad enough, you then filed your divorce papers and took away everything I had ever worked for, sweated blood to earn. That, more than anything else, told me everything I needed to know about what you felt for me."
"I couldn't share it with you," she railed. "I didn't know where to find you. I didn't know if you were dead or alive."
"You didn't honestly expect me to tell you, did you? After what you had already done? And give you another shot at me? The really sad part is, if you had trusted me enough to tell me, I probably would have gone along with it. I loved you that much. I don't know if we would have stayed together, but at least we might not have had to go through all this.
"For the record, 'all this' isn't so bad anymore. In fact, I'm really enjoying it now. The work is easy, the money is great, and I get all the sex I want. By the way, I couldn't help but notice Craig isn't with you tonight. He wasn't... available?"
Her eyes blazed.
"Don't you get it? It was a fling. It was never meant to last. You were never supposed to find out."
I simply shook my head in amazement.
"You are a complete idiot," I intoned, "or the coldest, most uncaring, sadistic bitch on the planet. Pardon me for being an intelligent, observant human being who finally saw through your little scheme, caught you literally in the act in our bed and spoiled your Grand Design. If I was never supposed to find out, why were you so careless? Did the danger of me catching you make it that much more thrilling? Why couldn't you have just had your 'fling' with your 'real man' in some cheap motel and left it at that? Wouldn't that have been humiliation enough? What did I ever do to you to deserve this?"